Beneath Apparent Depression
As I blast my hopes away,
for the millionth time today,
I struggle in subtle desperation,
to find myself a way…
As I look up in the sky,
reminisce the time went by,
I feel incapacitated,
Now, I just want to fly…
As I brush away my tears,
Those experiences of the years,
I look beyond the camouflage,
and stare at my fears…
As I lie to myself again,
My heart whispers to my brain,
A culpable felony when it says,
“There would be no pain”…
As I look at everything grey,
I’m lost but, still halfway,
The journey is now sabotaged,
and I got nothing else to say.
